**"Resuscitation Of A Dead Man":** Ambulance, let me in. Don't make me stay here. Ambulance, hold your breath. We're running short on air: Breathe it in. Resuscitate. At the edge, you see clearly. I was dead now I'm back to life And love is a fragile thing. We all stand on a bridge That's been slowly burning down Ambulance, take me back To the house I was born in. Ambulance, finish it. Don't wake me up again. Breathe in, breathe out. Resuscitate. Blink if you're hearing this. Are we clear? Set the charge. Take the hit. Clear! Just one more time: Breathe it in, breathe it in, While there's still time. We could be the heartbeat And everything nine-tenths collapsed Would come back to life. We could be the breath of air Pushed into the lungs of the dying. Can you feel a pulse? It's been stopped for so long. Can you start it? Let's restart it. With a kick drum hit With a thousand voices With a single word: Live, live, live. **"Last Call":** This is the last time That you'll ever hear me say: Last call for a better life In wedding bells and cheap champagne. Last call for a friday night In bathroom stalls and crowded bars. Last call. Right before your eyes, We celebrate our separate lives. Last call. Where are your friends? They're speaking secrets in a silent shout: Everything we build, it falls apart, And the architect abandons us. Last call, when I held you tight, The dj played cuts from The Knife. Last call, where we used to meet, Now we look away and we skip a beat. Circular breathing will separate these feelings With heart attack efficiency, Erase the figure as it falls. (Support collapses at the center of this opposition. This infrastructure calls for circular resuscitation) The wedding starts The guests appear The church bells ringing endlessly Bride and groom are hand in hand And everything goes as it's planned: The parents smile, The priest chokes up, The organ plays "Amazing Grace" And underneath the thin white veil You can hear them say: "Last call for the matching hearts Last call for the yellow birds Last call for the two of us" And the people sing La la la la, la la la. **"As He Climbed The Dark Mountain":** I've watched him walk away To climb the endless shadows side I've watched him holding on It was a thousand years A thousand miles, a thousand dreams, a thousand endings With no goodbyes. He disappeared from me As he climbed the highest peak of the dark mountain. Let the mountain sleep In the past with all our bad dreams. Was it a metaphor for all the subtle ways that we'd grow apart? Was it mortality climbing him blind right off the edge of his life Into the hands of a loving god? Or a raging void where we get torn apart? With his hand in the air, Was he laughing and dancing or only just trying to wave goodbye? Did he say a prayer for me as he climbed the highest peak of the the dark mountain? Let the mountains fall. Strike me down until I can't go on. Right now, let me fall down under the ground. Do we go on alone? It felt like a thousand years It was a thousand miles away **"Friends In The Armed Forces":** There's a purple heart on the stars and stripes tonight And it's pinned to chests of the latest liars. If you try to speak your mind They tell you "keep it to yourself- You've got friends in the armed forces." They want to know which side you're on But it doesn't matter because we're all being used To train, to fight To disregard all human rights To play the part of The conscience of the damned. You say you're defending me? I'm sick of tying yellow ribbons, Praying not to see Another folded flag to a mourning mother. He was an army of one but they'll find another And in the fold of the body bag She'll find a check for a hundred grand She's got friends in the armed forces. Now we know what a soldier costs But what's the cost for the rest of us To take a life We all have our price: The wife and kids sleep soundly in their beds. You say you're defending me. Well I'm out tying yellow ribbons on every single tree I've seen them float like butterflies back home. I can fell the desert's heat when you're standing next to me Our friendship offers no relief. Stay with me now just hear me out: Don't want to lose you to the great black cloud that's coming down. You've seen the path a bullet makes when it calls you by your name And the medic can't play the rhythm of your heart So it starts to feel like footsteps in a march as the parade passes by. The ticker-tape will rise like sparks when we're born To change our minds, Everything that's wrong looks right. The lives we lead are somewhere in between. March: Left, right, left. Now sing it, "We're not going to hell To run things around a wishing well." **"Beyond The Visible Spectrum":** When I first saw you There were guns in the river Black birds of warning Circling high above the marquee where The blue notes of lovers Mixed with the loneliness of others Turned out breath into snowflakes As we whispered in the gutters We try to find the life at rainbow's end It finds the end of us instead and everyone we love When I come back now, There are ads in the shadows Diamonds in the skyline You can't afford to look up at them Or catch your reflection in someone else's mirror Your voice is a music and I'm drowning in a silent land. So if I dive over the railing, will I float up on all the shining waves of glass? **"Time's Arrow":** The rain falls up, off the street. The clocks turn back in retreat. Footsteps fall off our feet. I can see the tears crawling up your cheek. It's turning back to pink. The slap got pulled right off it And we all fall back into bed again. When you see what you've done, You'll want to take it back And do it all over again But you can't and it's killing you The doctor comes in off the street. The stitch gets pulled out of the bleed. Mothers jump down in their seats. I can see time's arrow turning back to me, The children getting light, They'll disappear into a sigh And we'll all rise like snowflakes in the sky Tonight. **"Unintended Long Term Effects":** A paper crane, in a dirty rain, trying to dry her wings. The atom split between her lips in the final stage. The chemicals dissolve and the family disappears. She sees her life slip between the cracks in the atomic age Like a shot in the vein. Can a pilot see the distant arc of history? A thousand suns all burst at once in a blinding rage. We need a drug, we need something to take the dreams away Because the dream of peace has gone to sleep in the passing lane Like a shot in the vein. There's a black dog hanging by a string In the flutter of a thousand paper wings. You put your faith in the chemicals But you fear the crash and you over react And you hear the bomb going off Then you see the flash and it's all out of synch. When you take bitter pills No sugar coat can mask the taste. A thousand paper cranes Left out in the rain. **"Circuits Of Fever":** You are my blanked out pages, All the wasted spaces. The old weapons vanished, Spit blood at dawn, closed forever. You're an ivory icon Held in glass, captive. You're a falling column, Sharp little teeth kiss goodnight. He was upside down and drifting in an endless ocean of night. The terror came in waves, each one Pushing him further from the shore. You are a fractured mirror, Silver paper in the wind, A desperate measure, Sharp little circuits of fever. I can feel the unslept hours, See all the traces, I can hear the ticking of clocks. Old record running down, You can't replace it You get distracted by the sound. He hears an ocean in the dial tone, every night, after the sleeping pill goes down. He wants to believe that he doesn't exist, he's everywhere and he's nowhere all at once. We'll fill the blanked out page. We'll burn the traces. We'll turn the unslept hours to days. Old record running down, We'll flip it over and sing the songs we've never heard Now. Now. Now. Now. **"Subway Funeral":** Surprise, Surprise Everything you know will flash before your eyes And you're frozen with your hands against the glass I'm seeing bright lights and I'm hearing sharpened knives And I'm praying to a neon sign As I wait for the seven line to take me where nobody goes Surprise, Surprise When a sparrow falls we go about our lives We're busy counting grains of sand I follow red birds and I follow lost words And I'll follow you into the dark I long for the day All the time I wait to see your face (I thought I finally found you at 42nd and 5th) All the time I wait to hear your voice (I thought I finally found you at Grand Central Station) All the time I wait to see your face (I thought I finally found you at 46th and Bliss) All the time I wait to hear your voice (I thought I finally found you at Willets Point and Shea) Every passing second I feel it slip away All the days we used to watch them play (Crowd: All these days we think...) All the crowd would cheer and laugh and say: (Crowd: All these things won't change.) This will never end. But every time I think I see a trace They just close the door And the subway funeral is underway: The movie starts to play. I watch the flicker of the screen For a single frame where I know you're still alive But it fades into the grain and the subway funeral is everywhere. Every night I see your face on a passing train Every inch of track is a sacred path that I follow Like it's the silver thread, hanging from the hem of heaven And you're tied to the other end, A needle that's been buried in the hay, But I'll find you, I'll find you. Every night I take a ride On a subway funeral that never ends I never got to say goodbye And that's a subway funeral that's in my heart. **"Love Has Led Us Astray":** They sold the old house, Boarded up the rooms, Just the way you wanted it. They took your possessions And gave them all away With the ghost You sing like the wind In the tress at night You think I'm asleep But I'm awake for it. Did you think you could hide so easily That no one ever hears you when you say: "love has led us astray, Love won't let us leave." First we're cut from the cloth In imperfect shapes. Then we're tied in a knot And we're left to fray. Can you even see What you do to me When you sleep in the leaves And I can't wake you up And you float like reed In the riverbed? If I dive too deep I can't hear you But everyone else does. **"You Were The Cancer":** It's the sigh of a building fall down It's the world spinning us around It's the slip of the surgeon's knife And the darker crimes of common existence It's a missile that's sleeping in the ground It's a camera trying to photograph a sound It's a case for the basic flaw: The end of the film in the coming attractions It's a cell that's spinning out of control It's the light at the edge of a black hole, The scream of an orchestra, A total collapse or an over reaction In your blood there is a sad sad song Circulating through your nervous system It's killing me and it's bringing you along. You were the cancer in my life. You were the cancer all the time. You were the cancer and that's all you'll ever be. It's the comfort in a bathtub full of ice. It's the promise of a peaceful afterlife From the string of a violin that's wound too tight And it's gasping for oxygen. It's a "signal" that's sent out "over the air" At the speed of a thousand unheard prayers It's the faith in the chemicals: A shot in the dark, the size of a particle. It's the blood from a neon sign, Trying to light a way through your insides, Make a map of the badlands Watch your life slip through your hands- They're not for shaking. They're not for praying. They're just for holding close everything you love In this fragile little dream. I see you're coming down and no one knows where. I see you're coming down with out a prayer.